Last week I embarked on my first session doing some Bible
study with the high school girls here.
It was quite ironic that the session was all about self worth and I was
going into it thinking I am not good enough to do this… there must be someone
better or more equipped, a more dynamic communicator that should do this! However many times in life I have seen that
when I feel I have nothing left to give I should try to give that little bit
more… my experience has been that at those times God surprises me in a new
way. So despite the challenges of the week, the fears, the worries and my inadequacies I stepped out to do what I was
meant to do. A good friend here said to
me the people you are teaching don’t know how you are feeling and nobody was
born a preacher. This was just what I
needed to hear!
It was an honour to share that hour with the high school
girls. Our issues with self-worth cross
any cultural barriers, girls here wrestle with questions about their worth and
value just the same as girls back home.
I shared how my self image and worth changed when I started
to see myself through God’s eyes. As I
was saying it I was reminded of how this needs to be an on-going process. I was grateful to those girls for reminding
me of a lesson I need to keep learning.
PS I nearly didn't publish this blog wondering if it is good enough! Time to learn that lesson again...